i cant stop but think this 'new' colleague of mine hates me. where i seriously don't think i have done anything nasty to her. not like i'm those type of person.

i shall call this 'new' colleague of mine zwnnoof. (well i have my way to create codes for all the frens/ colleague =) if u are smart enough, u shud be able to de-code it. it's a very common way for de-coding though.)

well, this zwnnoof is 'new', simply bcoz she was already worked there when i joined the company 1 year ago- only that she left short after that to persue her degreee overseas. and one year later, da-tah, there she back. here.

we dont really have a lot of interaction in anyway. though we are colleagues and our work flow sort of need conversation with each other. and this time round when she's back, she somehow developed the 'writing notes' or pasting 'post-it' if she has to tell me something. well for most ppl who are viewing this might be thinking this is nothing. but i juz dun get it, why bother to write notes when u can juz tell the person face to face? this is reason #1 why i think she hates me.

reason #2. it's not like i'm like so cool and face black everyday, though i always say i'm a very LP (ie low profile) person. i did try to talk to her. ask her open question (ie those question whereby the answer is anything more than yes/ no). but somehow the response i get back is cold. the, i really got nothing to say liao.

reason #3: when u reach/leave ur office, u naturally will greet ur colleagues morning/bye. but, she never greet me. and for my case, even if i greet her, the response is like... so reluctant! damn it. this kind of 'cold shower' thing will really spoil ur whole day ya know.

well there are plenty more reason why i think she hates me. and i dowan to talk abt it anymore else i'll juz cry. coz i feel im so pity with nothing i did is wrong or offended her in anyway. if thing doesnt turn out better in 1 month time, i think i shud seriously thinking abt changing job or juz go off study. it might seems silly, but i juz cant tolerate the idea having need to work with someone who hates u, so openly, and yet, u got no other option coz the lab is so small and all the processes is linked up and no chance u can get away doing everything by ur own without need to cooperate with ur colleague.

oh i recalled, i think i once said very very loud that i think she's pretty. i tot that suppose to be a compliment? bo bian if she got offended lah. for my case it's almost impossible to get such compliment lo. a-hem. tmd lo.

tmd tmd tmd...

i'm sorry but im super pms-sy today.
pls leave me alone.

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luckily i found sth which cheer me up
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/cwwany

Teaching my colleague how to use blogger... heheh

Am bore.